28 May, 2009

I Blog About My Blog

Today, I want to blog about my blog.

When I first started, I feel like I have so many things / stories to tell. I updated quite regularly, yelah masa tu tengah seronot kan. Tapi lelama tu I became boring sebab pada aku my life tak lah ceria mana sangat since aku masuk keja kul 9am and finished work at 3, 4am. And plus, I don't blog about my work except for this one particular entry and the infamous nak resign entries. So most of the times, my blog selalunya left bersawang.

I went on hiatus a few times tapi still bloghopping (an activity yang I find less amusing nowadays). Tu pun to selected blogs compared to those days masa aku tengah gila blog. Celik mata je on internet and bloghop. I became malas to blog and even to bloghop. Which brings me to these questions "what is the purpose of me blogging sebenarknya?" and "should I continue blogging?". I don't know the answer exactly tapi part of me nak continue so that nanti nanti Lil D can sit back and relax and baca all the crap yang mak dia dok tulih. The other part of me nak just stop and shut down this blog sebab aku rasa macam takde purpose la pulak blog ni exist.

I tried changing the layouts a few times sampai Hubby pon naik confuse. Tu kononnya nak menaikkan semangat aku untuk blog lah kononnya. Tapi tak jugak naik naik. And I sayang this layout (thanks again Emila!), I tak sampai hati nak tukark (walaupon I have a very strong urge to do so ;D). So cemana?

I think camni lah, kalau dalam masa seminggu ni I still malas nak update, I will just close the blog. And if I feel like blogging again, I'll just create a new one. Ok kot?

Anyway, walaupon aku malas nak blog, aku baru update blog makan angin aku and his blog. Sebelom apa apa, please excuse muka selenge aku yang fatty bom bom itu ye..

notasiku : pic above googled and found here

me

20 May, 2009

Happy Birthday B!


notasiku : Happy Birthday B! Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki selalu. We love you!
me

10 May, 2009

Emak, Kau Abadi Serikandi Cintaku!

Dingin malam tirai kenanganku
Menyerlahkan sekurun ingatan
Terciptalah rimba kehidupan
Percintaan dalam perjuangan

Kesetiaan sebagai bekalan
Bisikanmu penuh pengharapan
Tiada garis dapat memisahkan
Segalanya kudratMu Tuhan

Alam bagai mengerti
Segala yang terjadi
Embun menitis panas simpati
Pertemuan tiada awal akhir

Perutusan berdarah ku terima
Gugur kuntum di tengah halaman
Medan ini kurasakan sepi
Terpaku pilu

Kusemaikan pepohon kemboja
Yang bunganya adalah hatiku
Semadilah dalam kedamaian
Semangatku tetap bersamamu

Kan ku usung oh jenazah cinta
Semadikan nisan kasih suci
Semangatmu tetap bersamaku
Selama pasti

Debu malam meragut kenangan
Menyedarkan dari lamunanku
Percintaan dalam perjuangan
Kau abadi Srikandi Cintaku..

notasiku : I wanted to write a poem for my Mak on this Mother's Day, tapi aku tak pandai. Then aku teringat lagu ni, beautifully written by Usop Kopratasa and sung by kumpulan Bloodshed. Aku selalu teringat Mak aku bila dengark lagu ni. Al Fatihah..

me